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God’s Grace for Depression

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The past month has been challenging. My brother came home with a chest cold and my mom promptly caught it, exactly one year after she had been in the hospital because her heart caused fluid to build up in her lungs until she nearly drowned. I took care of her around the clock and we both went three consecutive nights without sleep at all. One night, she coughed with every single breath and I was scared to death. Fortunately, I never caught their chest cold and they are both well now. But three nights without sleep played havoc with my mental health. One of the obvious symptoms of bipolar mania is the increased energy that reduces my need for sleep. But when circumstances disrupt a healthy sleep pattern, the lack of sleep can also signal my brain to trigger mania, which is what happened. You know what they say: “the higher you go, the harder you fall.” When mania dies out, it crashes...

I Had a Black Dog. His Name Was Depression.

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Some people say Winston Churchill was the first person to call his depression a black dog that followed him everywhere. Others say the expression preceded Churchill. Whichever the case, the black dog of depression has been around for generations now. And this old dog is up to the same old tricks. The black dog will train you, if you let it. But it’s better if you train the black dog.     This video is really well-done, so I can’t help but mention that the artist and author also has a book:Living with a Black Dog: His Name Is Depression by Matthew Johnstone.     Of course, faith in God helps us work through depression. God is always ready to help us. Feeling depressed? Make this your prayer: Come quickly, Lord, and answer me, for my depression deepens. Don’t turn away from me, or I will die. Let me hear of your unfailing love each morning, for I am trusting you. Show me...

Darkness Cannot Hide Me from God

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Are you hiding from God? Do you fear that the shame of your depression keeps you from God? Have you been told depression is a sin or a lack of faith? It’s not. God understands the darkness you feel. He feels your pain. Even Jesus felt great despair in the Garden of Gethsemane. When the darkness of depression closes in, I call these words to mind: I could ask the darkness to hide me and the light around me to become night—but even in darkness I cannot hide from you. To you the night shines as bright as day. Darkness and light are the same to you. Psalm 139:11-12 There is no depression so dark that it can keep God away. The darkness of depression is like a dense fog or cloud around our lives, but it cannot hide us from God. We are not lost or out of His sight. We are never beyond his reach. He is with us in the deepest darkness. He knows exactly where you are and what you’re experiencing...

Stay Encouraged by KP Yohannan

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Stay Encouraged K.P. Yohannan 2014 50 pages   Stay Encouraged is a booklet by K.P. Yohannan to remind us that when discouragement comes (and it will), look to God. The author says every circumstance is “an opportunity to seek the Lord and rely on Him.” Discouragement is Satan’s favorite tool. As founder of Gospel for Asia, K.P. Yohannan says their ministry receives an average of 25 letters a day from people contemplating suicide. The person always waits until they hear back because people want to be encouraged. “Discouragement and depression happen to a lot of godly people,” writes Yohannan. He goes on to cite numerous godly examples in the Bible who were so depressed they wanted to die: Jonah, Elijah, and even Paul. There was a big difference between then and now. In the Bible, people didn’t try to hide discouragement like we do today. Instead, they came to God and told Him. Psalms is...

My Journey from Gray Skies to Brighter Days

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Many of you know I have bipolar disorder. Half my life has been spent in the darkness of bipolar depression. It’s a miserable place to be, tormented by negative thoughts about life. The Bible describes it this way: “Some sat in darkness and deepest gloom, imprisoned in iron chains of misery” (Psalm 107:10, NLT). That is such a fitting description of depression: imprisoned in chains of misery, sitting in darkness and gloom. That’s what it feels like. The psalmist goes on to explain why they were in darkness. “They rebelled against the words of God, scorning the counsel of the Most High. That is why he broke them with hard labor; they fell, and no one was there to help them” (Psalm 107:11-12, NLT). They stopped listening to the words of God. There are many “voices” playing in our heads: our own thoughts, God’s thoughts, and thoughts put there by the Accuser. When we stop listening to...